Sometimes you just need a Walk, alone.
Just you and no one else. No sound of people talking, no vehicle noises, no boss screaming. .Just listening to your heart beat and not thinking about future. Nah! Not at all. Just thinking about what you are, how did you reach here, regretting some mistakes and promising not to make them again. Thinking about the good time spent with wrong people and hoping to forget all bad memories. Realizing what you did wrong and what you should have done instead. Just getting every emotion out. Talking to nature, screaming loud everything you want to share. I know no one is going to reply but finally you will get every damn emotion out of that cage and let all those secrets fly aimlessly. You will feel releaved, relaxed and maybe then you can handle all that mess again.